Sunday, February 24, 2008

inyo pa ron..

he told me that i was just another face in the crowd.

so i told him that he was just another jerk up the street.

maybe it was my fault to interrupt his words.

because while he was walking away i heard him murmur..


"another face in the crowd...

that managed to take my breath away."


while i found myself saying...

"another jerk up the street,

that i'd die to live next to.."


---waaaaaaaaaaaa, booooooooooo.

hahahaha

weird

i see them from afar.
they were too happy.
they even failed to notice me.
then,
i find myself thinking,
how did they seem to manage?
how did they keep up?
its been years.
and still,
they are still together.

i was excited for the day.
it's 25.
but..
both of them were mad.
really mad.

he was shouting.
she was screaming.
he was yelling at her,
as she was crying.

i was just seated.
looking at the both of them.
how could she see seem to manage?
how could he be so unkind?

it's her day,
can't he even realize?



happy birthday my mother hen.

Friday, February 22, 2008

abcdefg

you deserve to be happy :)
and i know right..
oh well, i guess you're even happier coz today you're a year wiser. or so i thought. haha

friends- and just that.

the friendship-- i choose to keep it. and not any eskimo pie or some other snickers and kisses could ever outweigh the love i have for the friendship we have.

still wishing you the bestest.

you made my day but i wasnt able to make yours. (sorry)

silly but true,
i love how you roll sweet nothings that make me fall apart :(

Thursday, February 21, 2008

how soon is soon?

so i guess, i havent had enough yet. ive always known what hurts but still.. i hold on. ive always managed to. so i wait for him to hurt me even more, coz then i know. ill be more than glad to let him go. for now, i wait.. but i really wish it'd be soon. so sooon. its just what i need. i have to get what i need. soon. more hurt than ill be satisfied. and then a smile, that simple gesture ive always missed, that of which people missed too, may appear. and then ill suddenly feel an unfamiliar feeling, happiness. its whats real.