hate that i love you

--- applies no more.

you see, it's been a year. I returned, and may i just say that i am so much better now. single still, but not anymore bitter. :D

one year that is
-- with an empty heart

but still, im happy and i have always managed to.

who needs that "guy" anyway, when i know that i have my friends, my loves.

being single never means you're alone nor does it mean you have to go home alone by yourself.
--sean,joyce or ian can take me home safely on a dark niggght.
being single never means you have to spend your own cash on an expensive dinner.
--whats the use of your friends' birthdays?
being single never means you get no goodmorning texts by some special people.
--forwarded messages in the morning will always reach you.
being single never means you are restricted of getting human warmths on cold days.
--huggable friends may become your teddy bears.
being single never means you are not to go to the mountains for some cuddles.
--fieldtrips and new acquaintances should be welcomed.
being single never means you are to get jealous when you see lovers pass you by.
--you can have your chance in god's time, ya know.
being single never means you have to enjoy eskimo pies and belgian waffles with no one.
--i can always share it best with yen2
being single never means you do not care about anyone in particular.
-- i care about bs, really, i do. and to the rest of my better friendssss
being single never means you were not loved, are not loved at all, or not to be loved.
coz you were loved.
( --sadly)
coz you are LOVED.
(--truly)
.. and will be loved.
( --madly)

AND it is when you are single when you appreciate things you fail to notice before and it's when you do that you realize that they matter more.