over time, you tell yourself that you have become better and even brag to everyone that you are no longer bitter towards love and whatever. but when you really think deeper, you hate to admit that something is going all wrong. you know you've moved on and you're so sure about it but it seems that you're just not ready to take a step forward from the spot you're at. what i'm saying is that, why does it have to be so hard to open your heart to someone new? and why does his name have to be the answer when youre asked who you want to hurry back to you by any forms of miracle?
they say, you can only let go completely of someone when the next one comes along. maybe they're right. id choose to believe so too. but what happens when a few show up but none of them you want? it becomes too difficult for you because the truth is, you seek for the one closely similar to that of the past and when you find no one, it's when you realize that what you really want is having to experience the past once more even not with the same person anymore. but then again you know very well that he's not coming back and even if he does, things will never be as perfect as before.
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i couldn't agree more! =D
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